“i think the idea of a ‘mental health day’ is something completely invented by people who have no clue what it’s like to have bad mental health. the idea that your mind can be aired out in twenty-four hours is kind of like saying heart disease can be cured if you eat the right breakfast cereal. mental health days only exist for people who have the luxury of saying ‘i don’t want to deal with things today’ and then can take the whole day off, while the rest of us are stuck fighting the fights we always fight…”—will grayson, David Levithan (via melchiors)
so it’s been suggested that the herd has a glee day because some of the members have not seen it. i’m very wary, but you know what? i might actually be fun to watch it with casual fans who do not give a shit about what happens really, people who are not emotionally invested like i am. this might actually be a nice change of pace. perhaps i’ll even laugh about how utterly stupid the show is instead of sobbing that quinn fabray gets hit by a TRUCK so we get to learn more about blaine and how finn wants rachel to move to california instead of FUCKING NEW YORK WHERE SHE FUCKING BELONGS ON FUCKING BROADWAY
i usually send these messages at nighttime because i find that feelings of great sadness usually wash over you at night when no one is there to wrap their arms around you and tell you how much they love you
so i send them at night because if i can diffuse that sadness even a little bit then i’ve done my job
so i’ve been sending daily texts to khia stating different variations of “you deserve better” and it’s really great actually i really enjoy it but it’s getting more and more difficult to come up with new material lol i mean sometimes i keep it simple but sometimes i go into lengthy explanations just so she’ll feel better and maybe it’ll actually stick. except now deanna wants in on these texts which is fine i am totally willing to do so but i will never send them the same thing. now i have to come up with two totally original explanations about why they deserve better than the shit that’s been thrown at them recently.
but i’ll keep doing it because we’re family and i love them
Josh Hutcherson:Uh, I think there's a certain duty that every man has that he needs to, you know, maintain his business. Not gonna let it get too crazy. But at the same time you don't want hardwood floors because that's just kind of awkward, I think.
I think it’s hilarious (and awesome!!!!) that people are just now starting to appreciate jennifer lawrence and notice how beautiful and hilarious she is when people like jeremy have gotten me into her months ago. c’mon tumblr you’re supposed to be up to date on this shit like beautiful girls
one time at work brandi carlile’s song “caroline” came on the radio so i went on and on about how much i love it and how it’s unbiasedly the best song of all time so dasha asked who sang it and i responded brandi carlile featuring elton john and she went off about how elton john is gay and how being gay ruined his childhood and how difficult his life has been because he is gay and i sat there laughing about how she completely missed the fact that this lesbian is singing about how much she loves this chick named caroline.
oh but i did see the vagina monologues again with khia and andrea and it was good i guess. the production adrianna was in was way better imo and adrianna’s version of her monologue was flawless. this woman was entertaining but that’s all i can say for her act. some were really bad and some were really good. on the whole it was average at best. adrianna’s crew was fantastic all around so i mean. i think the wombmates enjoyed themselves though. i’m glad andrea was able to come out. her daughter jade is with her daddy this week and she misses her like crazy but girl needs to get out and relax sometimes. jade is fucking adorable though. black babies are the cutest though and that’s the god’s honest truth. especially since she came from andrea’s loins. just excellent genes there man.
so this is the conclusion that i came to about my experience last night: i do not like being high. holy shit. i was out of my fucking mind. i was thirsty as fuck, i kept misplacing my water, i kept moaning because i couldn’t fucking talk, i had no idea what was going on - and that scared me. it scared me so much i couldn’t “let go” and “enjoy the high.”
this is how weed differs from liquor: 1) legal - well, when i turn 21, and 2) i feel awesome when i drink. i love being drunk. it’s a fantastic feeling. being high? scary as hell, and i did not enjoy it.