i am very angry with my brother at the moment. first of all, the motherfucker has the audacity to be concerned with me and my lifestyle when we haven’t even spoken in months and the way he gets information is by calling our mutual friend jessie because she used to be his best friend and they used to hang out all the time except now he’s married so he thinks he knows everything about the world and how everyone should act. no. he calls jessie after several months of not speaking and he has the audacity to say that she’s been a bad influence on me and that i need to get a hold on my life. all he’s seen is a few pictures on facebook of me hanging out at the gay club with my friends but do you see me with a bottle in my hand? no. because i’m not 21 years old yet and it’s fucking illegal. i’m not even holding a cigarette so calm the fuck down. also jessie’s kind of a whore so i guess martin thinks i’m fucking a whole bunch of girls in different bathrooms and getting wasted every day. other than last saturday i haven’t been wasted in ages - probably since my last excursion to knoxville when i hung out with people my own age, so suck it.
i’m just sick of my family getting in a tizzy about the age of my friends. yes i am the youngest and the most naive and yes i have the least experience of them all, but you know what that actually is better because the herd protects me from all the shit that they did that they regret and i know they have my back no matter what. they’re the herd - they’re the family i chose for myself so stfu
Anonymous asked: apparently cory’s hair stylist wrote on her fb about doing his hair for mith’s surprise airport arrival. ted c mentioned it. not only did they have pr reps present, they had stylists fix them up. seriously? what the fuck?
oh! in regards to my psych class in which we discussed sexuality and gender my teacher was actually really really cool and he’d even seen if these walls could talk 2 and referenced the old woman who had to give everything up because she had no legal rights to her own belongings which i thought was very interesting because it’s not exactly a movie that many straight men would watch so i guess that was really cool and he said it’s not a choice.
we didn’t finish the chapter so we’ll continue on monday and i emailed him to ask if he could open it up for discussion because tbh i am very curious to see what my redneck classmates have to say on this subject matter.
i’m quitting mcalister’s though - i’m going to get me a big girl job lol. i heard that century link is hiring so I’ll try there. my friend who works there makes bank and she has really good benefits and they support domestic partnerships - not that that applies to me but it’s nice to know. also i don’t have a car payment and i don’t have a child and at the moment i live with my parents. but first thing that i’m going to do with my (second) paycheck is move out. seriously. because my dad is going to make me pay rent and i don’t want to pay rent while living by someone else’s rules so no i’ll move out thank you very much.
lol omg. in high school i was an honor student and i made all As and it was no big deal because lets be honest it wasn’t that difficult and in college it was slightly more difficult but i made the dean’s list and my parents were super proud of me and then my depression set in and i started making Cs and then i began straight up failing so i dropped out.
honors student to college drop out. good job, carol.